Setting out into the new year, the new decade, the new...whatever.

This past month and half have been terrible. One of my best friends, practically my brother, completely blew me off. I thought he hated me. I didn't know what to do. And just because I told him I was in love with him. I wanted to cut really bad. (By the way, I'm only writing this in my blog because no one reads it anyways and I don't care if you do read it because you don't know me and I don't know you and you can't put me in counseling. So there.) But Christmas Eve he sent me a text telling me that he was sorry for all of that and it made my day. I was so happy that he didn't hate me. So now, with my friend back and with my feelings under control I am ready to begin this new year. And I'm going to make it great. Even though life just sucks.