I'm doing better. Maybe.
It's funny, how on Sundays I feel so great, and then the next day at school, everything goes back to apathy. Everything goes back to, "I hate life" and "Whatever, just kill me now". I wish I was strong and secure. Not like this...
My youth leader said that this last month when I was dating Batman, that I was so happy. That I was glowing. She told me that I need to feel that way from being with Christ, not a boyfriend. And for once in my life, I'm going to swallow my pride and say it. Yes, she is right. She's right! I said it.
So what now?
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